not sleeping....

So, I have been up for the last two hours (since 3am) because I have not been able to sleep. Sometimes I just start thinking about things, my dad says he is glad he doesn't have to live with my mind. I don't want to bore any of you or sound like I am preaching, but I guess a lot of times I feel like I can never do enough, that there are so many people in this world with need, but not enough help. I couldn't even write an impressive article about the subject because my thoughts are so incomplete. All I know is that I want to live in a way where the people I encounter can feel as if they are important. I guess that is the goal of becoming a doctor, to be able to serve people in a practical way, be able to promote an abundant life, be a person who listens to those who aren't heard. I could be so much better at this, but I say that because it is what drives me to keep going, not to get compliments which I feel inadequate to receive. I have been so blessed by God, that I know I can do so much more. I could ramble on longer, but I think I will leave it at that. I am a little tired, so I think I will try to sleep some more. I will write more of an update on what I have been doing lately later. Goodnight.